On the 25th of November, I went in for my annual exam as usual. The doctor found a lump on my right breast. Since it wasn’t small, and it was kinda big, she refered me to another doctor to find out if it was just a cyst, or a mass, or what.
So on Tuesday Dec 2nd, I went to see Dr. Puls. He found the same thing (Surprise, it didn’t magically go away). Supposedly they were going to do an ultra sound or a mamogram, but instead he decided to shove a needle in it and try to drain it (it hurt so bad). Nothing came out. So that confirmed what we were already pretty sure of, it’s a hard mass, not a mushy one.
So now, I have to have it removed. My Surgery is scheulded for December 18th. I dont’ have a time yet.They are going to cut me open, and take it out. And I am so scared it isn’t even funny. They will test it to see if it is canerous or not. Sucky thing is, we don’t have insurance. Since we aren’t popping out kids we can’t afford, we don’t qualify for half the plans available out there. Figures huh. And I am not old enough to get on some of the other plans available. We make only $2,000 a year over the limit to qualify for other plans. And since we own a house and dont’ rent, supposedly we have money! HA. What a crock of shit.
So I am going in to talk with the hospital about payment plans and such for the surgery. I have NO idea what the cost will be, but it will get paid for. We don’t have excellent credit for nothing!
Oh, and I am still getting my damn new kitchen for Christmas! 
So there, now you know what’s going on. I am kinda freaked out.
